One question that I get asked way to often is what I plan on doing after uni. And in all honesty I don't really know. I know that some people have a set plan on how they are going to do things once they graduate. But I have never really been one of those people.

But I think that it's okay not to know what you are going to do after uni or after school.

It's a big thing to ask of a person. Almost like once we finish high school or university, we have to decide on the spot.

So once again I don't know what my future holds.

And that is hella scary.

But I know that I will figure it out along the way. Which doesn't really sound like a solid plan, but it's what I personally am comfortable with. Which is strange considering I hate change. And the unknown. But I know that I will be able to do whatever it is with a certain level of nervous excitement.

Does that scare the crap out of me? Of course it does. It always will.

But I know that I will find my rightful path, whatever it may end up being. 

And I know that once I am there I will be happy and content.

Just know that not everyone knows what they want to do with their life. Most of us are just fumbling through, trying to make a life that we feel is good, for ourselves. 

Never loose that fear of the unknown, especially when it come to the future, because it is what will drive you to achieve what you want.

xx Kat

Your own happiness

I have talked about happiness multiple times on this blog because I feel that it is an important topic. It's something that I struggle with frequently and it's something that I feel is important to talk about.

Over the past couple of days I have been questioning my happiness. Over thinking every small inch of my life and wondering if I have made the right choices. It has been keeping me up at night and has stopped me from enjoying things of recent. 

It's when these types of questions are swimming around in my brain that I lose hope and passion. And this eats me up inside, causing doubt and stress. Even the things that make me happy can't cheer me up.

But I want you all to know is that there is always hope, there is always a silver lining. There is always a second side to that coin. Always remember that.

Never lose hope.

I have decided that from this month I will be doing a monthly happiness blog post. Whether that's sharing happy moments, giving you ideas on cheering up, sharing with you my personal cheering up methods (which there are a lot of) and just being here to let you know that there is always hope. I hope to always be here for you.

I will most likely write these posts when I am having a bad day, as a way to cheer myself up.

What are some of the things that cheer you up? 

xx Kat

The Fear.

Hey guys,

I haven't been posting much recently and I couldn't quite figure out why I was putting it off. Not writing about things and putting out posts. It wasn't pure procrastination or my general laziness, it also wasn't a lack of things that I could possibly write about. I wasn't sure what exactly what it was.

Then the realisation hit me the other day that maybe I was giving into my fears. Something that happens to me when I start to doubt myself. When a collection of negative thoughts start to pile up in my head and I start doubt everything in my life, including everything that I do and why I do it.

I guess you could say that I hate this fear, but hate is a strong word and not one to be used lightly. Maybe I detest it, but I strangely also crave it, considering it's a problem I have always seemed to have.

I felt like I needed to get it out and explain a little, so thats why I wrote this post.

Hopefully I will be getting back into the swing of things and like promised will be bringing more content to this blog. Now that my fears have calmed down a bit I should be able to get more posts out and put up the new ideas for series of posts that I have planned. 

I hope you are all well.

xxKat